Everyday

I tell myself not to cry. I tell myself to restrain myself to feel any pain.

I tell myself to smile. Think of next year.

But last night I couldn’t take it anymore.

I burst into tears which I don’t even know how and why the tears fall down =(

And now I’m crying again. I read your blog.

You said ‘my story with adda’ ..

That line makes me cry. Not because I don’t like it..

But it touches my heart.

Oh and my dad came into my room. He saw me crying.

But i said maybe because I still have fever, that’s why my eyes are teary