mereka cakap

sejak akhir2 ni terfikir... banyak :)

terima kasih Ya ALlah.. kau lindung aku selama ini

aku bersyukur...

selama ni, aku tak sedar banyak benda.

haritu..pergi rumah weena at lagoon perdana

because time tu jumaat.so, x banyak taxi. tunggu laa..

sampai lagoon perdana, tunggu kat guard for weena to come down

then the guard said to me "perfect muslimah outfit"

and to be truth, aku tersentak. terkejut. tak tahu kenapa

ada satu macam feeling and make me think

"outer appearance cant determine someone's inner heart"

or "outer appearance reflects someone's inner heart"

so, which one am I?

then..weena sampai and she asked "laaa..why monyok2 ni"

i told her and she laughed

"adda, you are so innocent. and u know what..u ni baik"

fikir lagi. baik? aku baik?

"weena..tak lawak la. thats the first time org ckp about my appearance tau.and first time org ckp perfect muslimah pakaian what so ever. i mcm fikir yang Allah is like saying to me all the time 'jaga aurat, jaga hati, jaga iman'..i dont know why i have that kind of feelings"

"why la adda. i know u jenis suka fikir banyak sangat. but if that is what rasa, then.. jagalah. perkara yang bagus kan"

"yes.but i rasa nak nangis. rasa sebak"

"my fragile girl. this is why i love you..adda,u tak tahu ke u baik?"

"weena, no one puji diri sendiri baik ok. and i tak pernah fikir i baik. and tak pulak jahat.just that i know i've done wrong things and i should fix it"

so then..we talk and talk and talk.. then.. i told her about my guy friend..

"weena, bla bla bla..then he called me around 2am. so i angkat fon la. i tak tidur lg but my sis dah tidur.so i cakap to that guy 'why call malam2 ni'"

"adda, why call malam2? u tak suka cakap malam2 ke apa?"

"no..kan dah malam.why nk call malam.siang tak boleh ke?text kan ada.plus bukan cakap important things kan"

"adda. thats the first time i heard people saying that. why la u innocent sangat. thats why he like you kot"

ok. dah. tak nak cakap dah. bab2 suka ke tak suka ke... malas nak fikir. letihsss