i've been messing around with my own life

hye people. it's me again. sorry, im not in the mood now. so, that's why i keep on posting crap here.
i think i should stop all this nonsense before everything becomes worst :')
next year is the time when i should get ready to take another step of my life.
yes, people. i've made my mind, no more turning back.
even i don't feel like going there, i will force myself to like it
i don't want to burden my dad with all the fees. Taylor's is damn expensive.
even if my dad afford to pay it, i won't go to UK. i'm not that cruel.
UniSA is not that bad and actually it's certainly good :)
so.. saby and shaz told me that they're going to UniSA next year..
3years straight.. so, my life won't be that bored if they're around.

but still.. when i think about it.. it's kinda hard to leave everything behind.
there's too many people that I love here.
ok! i'm crying right now :'(( *now playing, dygta-ku sayang kamu*

i'll miss you for sure, :)