Bad Day

today is 26th august. im so not going to the college.
i got mc for two days (25th-26th)
what should i do at home? ;(

24th august.. went to sunway pyramid, ayam penyet for buka puasa
with my sis, shaz, qis, mai and her bf (shazwan) and saby with her bf also (afat)
im just so happy because it was my 1st time buka puasa with them
everyone were very excited.
we do talk a lot
but suddenly shaz showed me a picture.
a picture of someone which make me feel like crying on the spot

after buka puasa.. we straight away went back home.
sampai di hostel.. my friend called me.
fathin, i miss you so badly. sorry for not calling you.
i've been super bz lately.

anyway, that night i slept quite early..around 12.30am
early ha? hehe

the next day (25th aug)
i woke up at 9.30am
i felt dizzy,i coughed like crazy. and i felt lazy. what is wrong with me?
at 10, shaz pun balik hostel. and she said she just saw my classmates at block E level 6
hah? ada kelas ke? omg. i totally forgot dat i got class at 8.

after mandi.. both of us went to LASC to study. but seriously,
i can't study. my head felt dizzy and keep on coughing
and seriously i've been sleeping in the LASC while shaz masih bz with her work

suddenly mr.shaun came and said.. u cannot sleep here. ok! fine. :(
let me die. that's what i think on that time. hahahaha :p
after that. qis,mai and pavi came to LASC
around 12PM.

and that time. i felt cold. but my whole body is burning.
my friends all worried about me.
sorry girls.menyusahkan korang :(

my shaun came again and took me to taylor's clinic.
but it's closed. yeah.. clinic tak buka. i jalan sana sini.
rasa mcm nak pitam. but hey, im strong right :)
demam pun boleh jalan lagi
so.. we went back to LASC but dont know why i feel like crying

masuk je dalam discussion room.. i grabbed pavi's hand
i cried. because i've been missing him.
but i know that i shouldn't miss him. he's just not the one
everyone said that.

ok. mr.shaun datang lagi -.-''
this time.. jalan lagi jauh ke student central.
after talking to someone there.. shaz decided to take me to clinic
and the people there said "that is the best choice"
and what's the point for me to come here -.-''

ok. whatever la kan?
masuk je dalam kereta.. tidur.
seriously tak larat ;(

sampai je clini (sunmed clinic at sunway)
ambil temperature. 39.7

demam -.-'' so, kena jumpa doctor
doc check and dia ckp ada vacccine -.-?
apa tu.. oh yea now i know..
sebab i ada athma. and paru2 mcm bunyi2. something like that la -.-''

so.. doc gave me medicine which i don't like. (T T) satu penyeksaan
ubat demam, flu, cough, pantoline(for athma)

and the doc asked me.. have u been taking this athma medicine
and i said (i didn't take this medicine for almost a year. i just use inhaler)
sigh~ there's a reason why i hate that medicine.

it's too strong. and my body will shaking and i'll trembling. :(
because of that.. i can't gave my speech well 3years back.
kalah dalam pertandingan which make me feel so sad

anyway, thanks to shaz.. for taking me to the clinic. and paid for my medicine
i owe u a lot. :(

around 5PM my sis datang bawa balik rumah.
seriously dat time tak larat sgt.
dalam kereta tidur, sampai rumah tidur.
buka puasa. i makan sikit sangat.
and makan ubat..then tidur lagi.

haish..i hope i'll get well soon