i cry like a baby last night

i didn't sleep last night. too bz watching cinderella sister
until episode 15 only.. hmm..dat story damn sad wehh
usually its kinda hard for me to cry if i watch drama
but last night i can't control..
hahaha..mix with my probs dude.. so i can't hold my tears
and them my mom call me.. i wanna share it with her
and i hope she can understand and listen carefully to my probs
but its vice versa ;0 im stress and i have to listen to her nag.

weell then..i feel like killing myself. damn stress and no one is here beside me
and i end up hang up the phone. sorry mum' ;(

then i cry like crazy. LOL.. its kinda funny when i think about it..ehhe
then my sis came to me.. she try to comfort me..
well.. she succeed. ahahaha

i have to solve my probs now before its getting worst
and i dont wanna hate taylor like i hat BADlishit before
no. i dont want i happened ever again.